Lifes a Beautiful B#$&%

It's funny how one minute your the reason someone smiles and the next minute your the reason they're so annoyed. I put my whole heart in "a situation" that ended up fucking me over in the end. One minute it's Chyna Chyna the next minute it's utter silence. It can't be fixed, I've tried and honestly I just think we're over. We'll drift apart and then there is only a fading memory. Some one else has all her attention and she's in her element. I don't make her happy any more and that's o.k. with me because it has to be. She'll easily move on without me. If I don't make her smile any more, then she should find someone that does....and she did. I just wanna find someone. I haven't smiled in too long. I think we're done. Even if we still talk......"US' is gone. Ever been in a room with alot of people and still feel lonely? So many voices in my ear yet I'm only trying to hear one. I'll leave her alone. Let her be. Let these emotions burn tremendously so that i can move on. All I wanna do is just see her as a friend again. Nothing more. If she doesn't wanna talk fine, don't, but because I have strong feelings for her every silent minute seems like a lifetime. I think it's time to release some feelings. It's time to let go. Life is a Beautiful B%$&@.......Everything that glitters is not Gold.......Every Good thing must come to an End. Goodbye Us.....................------------WroteInTheSkyline---------+>